today was the first day of senior and i realized that ugh fuck this
my head feels so empty
my head feels so heavy
IM LESS DRUNK NOW BUT IM MORE DRUNK ON JAYDEN CAUSE SHES JUST SO NICE AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY
i thought this self deprecating hate urself bullshit was gonna end after this afternoon. im an hour away from tomorrow and nothing feels right and i think my skeleton is going to fall apart.
i just want to get absolutely drunk and fall off the back of a truck